The way I see it (perceive it) is that only LOVE will save our souls, our lives, our nation and our world. I know it seems like he has blinders on, like he’s looking at the world through rose-colored glasses. Maybe I am, maybe that’s the way we heal, the way we make amends, the way we discover the whole of our being. As we align with the vibration of our Creator and become the frequency of LOVE, we allow ourselves to perceive this world with different eyes.
Today I was going through one of my journals looking for notes specific to an interaction. What I found was the inspiration for another article.
This is what I wrote in my journal entry:
The energy of 317 a path to transformation…
I am sitting here contemplating these papers, the messages, the cards and the warnings, I understand that everything was a journey. What do I need and who do I need to tell me I’m enough? What and why do I keep holding on to things and ideas that are “fear based”, that tell me I’m not good enough or that I’m not special? It has all been a sign, not badges, not magical emblems, words, symbols, just signs of my innate abilities and perfection. We use cards, medicines, horoscopes, runes, fortune cookies, Ouija boards, etc. to tell us who we are. I am going to take a chance here and pretend that I am the all knowing, all powerful seer of all and tell myself that I AM CREATED IN THE PERFECTION OF GOD. The only path, the only forward movement, the only relationship I need is with my higher self and my source. Is that an ego statement? No, it is the antithesis of an egoic statement. When I connect with my Source, I connect with everyone else, because they are from the same source. So I will be those numbers instead of looking for them to tell me what and where to go. The only magic here is for me to say YES to my Source.
I had completely forgotten about this diary entry, which came to me after deep thought. At that time, I had continued to shed my fear-based beliefs and found a great layer to tear off. The meditation and journal entry were the result of that. But today, about a year later, he has a new message for me, which I have decided to share with you.
My most recent struggle is figuring out why I sometimes react negatively to what I see as separatist propaganda. The “women’s movement”, the “Me Too” phenomenon and many more sometimes just make me want to crawl under a rock or worse, be very confrontational. I have to ask myself, a 57 year old woman, who in the past found herself up against the glass ceiling, has had many ME TOO experiences and is a survivor of physical and mental abuse, why do I find my egoic self (EGO -ICK as in ICKY) wanting to be repelled by these moves and lunge. This is what I have concluded. Just as I now perceive numbers, symbols, and fortune cookies, I have a new perspective on how our earthly world works.
Every time we try to heal something or someone as in “Women will heal our nation and our world” we are seeing the absence of the whole or the well-being of our nation, the world or the human beings involved. when we perceive Anything as broken or imperfect that is what we will continue to experience. We are the projectors of our reality. Long ago, I let go of the idea that I am damaged, I need to fix or repair myself and the perpetrators of my so-called damage. We heal ourselves, our families, each other, our country and our world by seeing and emphasizing what we love and what is good; seeing the perfection and magnificence in others, in the world, and most importantly, within ourselves. We heal by seeing our Source, knowing our Source, knowing that we are all “IT” created in that beautiful likeness, no matter what the outward projection has been or currently is.
I am a sentient being, not a feminine or masculine being. When I dare to break through the illusion of our world, I deeply realize that we all understand both aspects of the feminine and the masculine. Will I choose to separate on opposite sides? What happens to a being that is in conflict with its totality. WE ARE ONE! We are all aspects or expressions of others. When I accept this, my only option is to love my neighbor as myself.
The way I see it (perceive it) is that only LOVE will save our souls, our lives, our nation and our world. I know it seems like he has blinders on, like he’s looking at the world through rose-colored glasses. Maybe I am, maybe that’s the way we heal, make amends; we discover the totality of our being, we align ourselves with the vibration of our Creator and we become the frequency of LOVE.